Twelfth Month and still counting

---It's been a year now. And thank God that the days came just so quickly, happily and smoothly.

I could still remember that day being in a cloud nine when I first saw him. Those days when I was too excited to go to work just to gaze at him. And those days I feel better looking at him after a tiring work.

--- Twelve months. A month being together and the rest were celebrated miles away.

Many times I thought, coming here was a big mistake. I left everything way back home to stay here for two years, and one of them is him. But instead of crying at night blaming myself for making this decision, I just thank God that in spite the distance, we grow stronger.

--- Thank God we never had big fights through the year. Our greatest fear is losing each other.

I think, that is one of the best things about being far. We talk about everything. A simple misunderstanding never last an hour or a day. I like confrontations and he hates arguments, but in the end, we confront, argue and reconcile. End of the issue. And I am looking forward for a happier us in the next coming years! Cheers!

--- Happy Anniversary to us! I made something for you to watch +Regie Rey  . Please Click here.

Thank you for all those who greeted us on FB and IG.

FB/IG message

He made it. English pati. haha :)

Thank you for all the greetings!

Sweetness Overload

AND.. you made me smile again.

So, it's A YES! hahaha :)

We both look forward to that day, we'll get marry, have kids (as cute, talented as their mom, and as smart, loving and "maringsal" as their dad - you claimed it already.. ahhaah), move to our own house and be business partners, lovers, best friend, partner in crime for the rest of our lives.

Last night's convo was the best, you brought out the topic of us getting married and it really excites me.. ^_^ wew! We'll make it happen in God's perfect time.

P.S.

I love you..

Complicated "I love you"

We have been talking about his passion in creating programs and tools in his work. I just love the way he talks about it. I can feel how he is very passionate to learn more and work with it as well. And, I just found myself becoming more interested about it too.

Then out of the blue, he sent some codes through hangout (in the middle of our daily sweet conversation) and told me to "copy and paste" the code in the Notepad, then save it as .BAT file.

So I did.

After saving, I just caught myself drawing a big smile on my lips when I read what's on it. hahahaha! Just sayin' I love you in a complicated way.
In fairness, super effort. (ngangabels c nana mo.)

I LOVE YOU MORE +Regie Rey Binaday ..

You can try it too..
Just copy the code below and follow the instruction above. (wara lang, basta kinilig ako! >_<)

@echo off

set r=V
set w=A
set y=O
set p=E
set v=E
set i=M
set nm=u
set wr=L
set hfd=y
set ogfd=o
set dgdgdgdgdg=i
echo                              %dgdgdgdgdg%
echo                              %wr%%y%%r%%v%
echo                              %hfd%%ogfd%%nm%
echo                            %i%%w%%p%%i%%w%%p%
pause

Change + Us = Love and Acceptance

Change and acceptance: We have to deal with it

He sleeps at 12:00 midnight (PH time) and wakes up at 4:00 AM to chat/text me before going to work. I ask him to sleep at 8:00 PM (AUH time) and wake him up at 12 midnight to chat/text him before I go to bed. And for three weeks now, this is our set up. Very different from the one I am used to. My first six months of working overseas was easy. We wake up and go to work together. I mean, time was not or never an issue. We need not to adjust. We need not to wait for the other to wake up while the other needs to sleep early.

But changes happen and yeaah.. It really happens. Time to time, it happens. However, we have to really accept it. We have to adjust. And yes we did. After several adjustments, we get used to it and we get weary. We take a rest and back to basic again. This is it. This is what we thought was easy. Long distance relationship! So hard (pala) but if LOVE exists, the sleepless nights, tired typing fingers and puffy eyes doesn't matter anymore. What is most important and appreciated for now is the time we're giving each other to stay connected.

I am thankful, he never complains. He never gets tired of understanding - me, my situation, and OUR situation. He never stops. But I know, sometimes he gets tired too. I can feel it.

My heart is grateful that despite THIS set up, he never gets bushed of loving, of caring. And I am the happiest woman now.

To my dearest +Regie Rey Binaday

Though circumstances are not falling out to what we have expected, please always be reminded that whatever happens, you are always loved.
Though all of the people around us will change, please do not forget that change really exists and it is the only constant thing in the world. So we have to deal with it.
And I know, every minute of every day, my feelings for you also changes and that isn't negative though. It's just getting stronger and stronger every day! I know yours too. The change is to love you more and more and more each day.

Love lots,
Your forever best friend, sister, adviser and crush :D
Mae Mae

FOR MY DEAREST BF, BFF, BB

Thanks for being the BEST BoyFriend, Best Friend Forever and Best Buddy!

I love you so much hubbie!

Sleepless 10th day of July

I was kind of tired yesterday coz I lost nearly half of my salary inside our company's c.r. I didn't complain or asked for anyone's assistance to help me find it because, I bet, no one's gonna return it anymore. (And whoever found it.... tsk..)

Right after my shift, I went back to my boarding house and lay down on my bed feeling so tired and depressed. My roommate ate Abby tried to cheer me up but still, those feelings remain. We had our dinner together and at 10pm I went to bed to rest.

But in the middle of my deep sleep, somebody was calling and it disturbed me. I guess, no one in this world wanted to be disturbed in the middle of the night just to accept a call! (Well unless you know the person calling or it's an emergency.) The unregistered number called trice. The last thing I did was to turn off my phone, go back to my bed and recall my dream. However, nothing happens, I stayed awake in the middle of the night, trying to slumber again. Then again, nothing happens. :(

Now, I am feeling so tired and drowsy. That's the worst night ever! I hope I can stay awake until my shift is over.

Singing off..
I need to work..

Dream shirts :)

I can't explain why I love Sponge Bob very much. It's maybe because I can see myself in him. A true friend, someone who will do everything for the sake of friendship.

I'm a fan. :) Silly, but yes, its true. I know kids only love Sponge Bob, Patrick the Star, Squidward, Plankton and Mr. Krabs. But, I should include myself in the list of those 'kids' who love these cute cartoon characters. And because of that, I wanna collect T-shirts with their faces on it!

I hope before 2013 ends, I'll have all these :) #hoping